Sunday, March 30, 2008

And everything's gonna be alright, I just wanted you to know

And amidst my rush to complete my assignment, which I started last night, I'm proud to say (was initially gonna leave it all for today =D), I'm dropping by to say: Jerry misses Wuffles, immensely. And so do I! Wuffles, where art thou?

Saturday, March 29, 2008

And if I fall along the way, Pick me up and dust me off

I have recently realised a new-found increase in the intensity of my NICI obsession. Refer back to this post. I still love NICI... and all things soft and cuddly, *sigh*, someone send me a million dollars already! I know my birthday's passed, but I don't mind belated birthday gifts =D.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Broken pieces

Awwww... in case it's too blur, the words actually read "I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before"... so cute, yet so sad, don't you just wanna give him a hug?

Feelings lie on the floor, Thinking nothing at all

My powers of procrastination are second only to my laziness, *sighs*, I've been telling myself to get started on my assignment since Monday. As such, I've had 2 sentences of it done thus far. -.-

In all honesty, my new life here seems kinda... dead. There's nothing to do... there isn't much chance to make new friends 'cause 99% of my classmates either have their own cliques or just couldn't be bothered... there really isn't much sports I can do 'cause using sports facilities require a payment of some sort... my Uni doesn't have all those fun activities (ie, camp, prom, clubs etc.) that other Uni's seem to have all the time... the Catholic churches here don't have a youth group... there's really not much chance to go socialising with friends 'cause none of my friends have cars and the bus stops running by 5-6 p.m. ... all I have are my laptop and my books and whatever activity I can conjure up at home. *sighs*
Seems my wish to keep a low profile at this new place is coming true after all. I'm not sure whether I should feel relieved or... depressed? I'm kinda relieved 'cause for once in my life, I'm taking a break from a very social life (which my parents used to complain about all the time when I was home). But I do miss having people to call whenever I feel like going out or for no reason at all! And I miss the numerous trips and activities we used to have. *sighs* And I miss being able to greet everyone I see! Hehe, I've actually never found it this hard to adapt before. And I've already been here a month and a half! Now that my bro's gone, it's lonelier than ever.
I was having a conversation with a friend earlier. (I'm in teal)
It's sad, I've never felt so unloved before =(
How's that possible? It's not possible for people not to love you. I mean, you're extremely happy, hilarious, easy to bully and totally random.. who wouldn't love that?
Okay, so was that supposed to cheer me up? 'Cause I don't think being easy to bully and random qualifies -.-
What WOULD make me really ecstatic right now would be Heroes Season 3. I'm itching to know what happens next!!! Not to mention, I've run out of movies to watch and I can't transfer anymore from Ms H'ng ('cause CLEM hasn't sent me my HDD yet!!), and I can't pirate anymore 'cause this month's Internet quota is very nearly all used up 'cause me and Ms H'ng are super downloaders. -.-
A little note to Sim... see, I'm still capable of a non-euphoric post =D

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Ahhhhhhh!

BASTARD SYLAR BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 24, 2008

And my only hope, Is falling down.

"Assignment time!" I thought as I switched on my laptop. There staring me in the face was the Heroes Season 2 folder. "Hmm... maybe after one episode of Heroes". Many swssssh, bzzt, pap, yatta!, pffts later, I realised sun rays were appearing from behind my sad-excuse-of-a-curtain. Maybe it was time to sleep. Come 9 a.m., my alarm sounded. With great multitudes of reluctance, I pulled myself out of bed and got ready for class. What time did I sleep? 5.50 a.m. Have you ever seen diligence like this?!? =D

I am in serious need of biological clock servicing. This has been the 5th day in a row that I've gone to sleep when the sun was rising. *mumble mumble* Smallville *mumble mumble* Heroes...
On a lighter note, I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY! Why? BECAUSE I LIKE BEING HAPPY! teeheehee, I'm very happy because I finally made my wonderful cincau! Cincau? CINCAU!!! Yes, you can tell I haven't had cincau in a really long time, *grins*. I managed to get my hands on some cincau powder (totally un-smuggled, because I don't dig breaking the law.... unless the law included not skipping class... which is totally undo-able). Mmmmmmm cincau... *I'm in a happy placeeee*

Turn on the radio honey, Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate

Why another post? 'Cause I just watched Spirited Away for the third time, and still, I'm touched by it. It's got to be one of the oddest anime movies that has a moral behind it. Odd because it centers around this spirit world. In normal circumstances, animes about the spirit world wouldn't usually have morals behind it. It's about this feisty little girl, who has to learn how to take care of herself, and is forced to "grow up" in order to save her family and leave this spirit world. What I liked about this film was the fact that she had sooo much love for everyone... despite the fact that she had only met most of these spirits in a very short period of time. And she was also so immensely polite to everyone and everything... even when she was scared sh*tless. The beauty of child-like innocence. If only we could all be like that, loving and unjudging. In a very weird way, this movie teaches a lot about a special kind of love... love without limits... whether it be towards friends or family. I like! =)

Not to mention it's got these uber cute mouse and fly!!!!! =D They don't look cute in the picture but wait till you watch the movie!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I'd rather go back to the dreams, I'm living in my head

Mr Eng has returned to Kuching, as of yesterday at approximately 2345 at night. Farewell bro! Not that I would ever admit this to his face (and let's hope he doesn't read my blog =D), but I miss him already! No one's bullied or bugged me all day today. And it's been almost 24 hours since anyone's called me random or crazy. And and and..... no more smash brothers! Or dota! *sobz* The house seems sooooo quiet now that I don't have someone to annoy. heehee.

Ok, so the picture is really quite ugly, but it was the only un-blur one that didn't have me giving my silly grin. hehe. If you're bothered, you can visit here for nicer pics of him (not that I would imagine anyone would want to). He's arriving back home in about 1.5 hours to mummy and daddy and Malaysian food! Can you feel the jealousy from this end? Kch fooooooood.... I'm salivating just thinking about it =(. Bro, if you're reading this... remember to buy me a ps3. You probably forgot. You really did promise me that. I'm sure you did. =D
Anyway, I was about to deny Tzy Wen's comment about skipping work. But erm... it would seem that he is actually right. Looking back on my work last year on the island, it appears I'm the kinda employee that uses up all her sick days because it would be such a waste if they weren't used up. NOT GOOD! I really need to do something about skipping classes. 'Cause ultimately it WILL make me sooo lazy I'll stop attending classes altogether (sounds really tempting though, don't you think?). And then I'm really gonna turn into a bum, and that's not good, 'cause then Rod will be right. And Rod is never right.
More random thoughts: we spent 2 hours eating sushi (mmmm... sushi) yesterday, because sushi rocks, and I really can't consume very much in a very short time. Considering how anti-raw food (I only take raw salmon, and that's ONLY with a lot of sauce) I am, I did a pretty good job yesterday. Because sushi train is delicious (and it was totally not because I only ate the cooked ones, heehee), and because people yell at you when you come in AND go out. Now tell me, who wouldn't love service like that?
As you probably can tell, my thoughts are all over the place today, and the only excuse I can think of is that Roy was my blogging inspiration and now that he's not around, I can't blog anymore. HAHA. That was entirely full of crap, in case anyone actually thought it was true. The real excuse is that I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss... no... 'cause I've been sleeping all day long. I'm still slightly groggy and drugged from waking up. =D

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

You can bathe me in your finest wine, But I’ll never give you mine.

Truancy is an addiction. I said these exact words a little over a year ago. How is it possible that I'm this lazy?! *sighs* It's only the third week of classes and I've already skipped half my classes, and fallen asleep in the other half. Lecturers should at least TRY to make classes more interesting for lost causes like me.

So while the rest of my classmates ARE (at this very moment) sitting in the lecture I'm supposed to be attending, I'm sitting at home watching "Enchanted". Yes, I'm still the little girl that likes watching Disney cartoons. Except in this case, it was cartoon/movie/cartoon. Can't say much about the movie except that it's a very typical Disney movie, i.e. ridiculously cheesy and cliche, but people love it anyway. But I do so love the songs! Heehee. "I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss, And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this..." Disney songs are so corny, but I love them! =D
Not to mention there's always something really realleeeeeee cute in the cartoons. I'm a sucker for cute stuff. It doesn't take much to make me happy. *grins* Have I ever told you I wanted a Remy for my birthday? Okay, so he isn't Disney, but he's adorable and he can cook. What else could I ask for?
Has anybody found my darling Wuffles yet???

Sunday, March 16, 2008

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I am in the process of beautifying my blog, since I've only recently made it public. I know it doesn't look like much now, but wait till I'm done! Yerdeh. =P