I didn't cry. I'm so proud. Because I prohibited people from hugging me, but I'm still very proud. Hehe. Although the homesickness dug a big hole and rested right there on the way from Singapore to Sydney. But you know, "orang yang tabah seperti aku" don't cry on planes when I'm surrounded by strangers. =D I must say how much I HATE TRAVELLING ALONE. Gahs. Like noone helps me take care of my luggage when I wanna go to the toilet, noone to talk to and annoy when I have nothing to do, can't sleep 'cause if I sleep ppl might steal my luggage (yes, everybody wants to steal my luggage, *glares left* *glares right*), noone to share thoughts with on the plane.
Anyway whoever is reading this, I miss you! I shall not say anything more 'cause err... the floodgates are going to open if I continue, and "orang yang tabah seperti aku" don't cry in front of my mum's friend and her family. (Whoever doesn't already know, I'm stopping over in Adelaide for 2 days to get my stuff over to the island, the lonely remote island, *sobz*) Mum called shortly after I arrived. Needless to say, I waterfall-ed. Damn, and all that effort not crying too. Ishhh. Teramat sangat emotional right now. Everyone, get your airtickets and come here! (Err, I mean go to Hamilton Island, not Adelaide... Hamilton Island has me, Adelaide has ntg except Clem, obviously, I'm more important! =D) Okay, I will not write anymore, 'cause "orang yang tabah seperti aku" etc. etc. I MISS EVERYONE!!!! =( I'm not just saying that, I really dooooo!) Obviously I just wanted to type something here 'cause this is the only way I can get away from two annoying lil monkeys... by pretending I'm typing a very long important mail, muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha Shutting up... now.Remember I said I don't feel as sad this time? It's starting to hit me now. 12 and a half hours till I say goodbye again. *sighs* I'm not ready.
This song has never sounded sadder to me than now. *sighs* So what awaits me on the other side? A foreign remote island with no internet connection (a damn expensive one I mean). make money make money make money.
Yes I do wish these small hours will still remain. I'm dreading the whole cry-at-airport-don't-wanna-leave-kch scene again. Blehs. Althought honestly I don't really feel as sad about leaving this time. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet. I'm trying to make myself think I'm not as sad, so I can convince myself not to cry at the airport (once was more than embarassing enough -_-). Officially less than 48 hours away from no-internet-for-6-months. *think happy thoughts* earn money earn money earn money.
That's all I have left in civilisation, before I move to Hamilton Island where I will be cleaning ppl's shit and where internet costs AU $2.50 for every 15 minutes. That's AU $10 for every hour. That's RM 30 for every hour. That's what I call robbery.
This is a fore-warning that my blog will remain inactive while I'm on the island, because obviously I cannot afford AU $2.50 for only 15 minutes of Internet, nor am I stupid enough to waste my salary for the sake of 15 minutes of Internet. No internet for 6 months = no blogging for 6 months = no checking mails for 6 months = no chatting for 6 months = no connection to the outside world (apart from mobile phone) for 6 months = unupdated on series/animes/mangas/movies for 6 months = no hope of online gaming for 6 months = no life. Heard from my friend that it's very difficult to get daily things there as well, except food maybe, and even that is limited. Wow. I'm sure I'm gonna love my life there. I don't regret applying for IP on Hamilton Island at all. -_- On a more positive note, I will have nothing to do and so, will be able to focus all energy on... EARNING MONEY! muahahahahahahaha. That is, hoping that I don't get lazy. =DSo I know its been a hundred and one years since I've updated. I'VE BEEN BUSY! Doing what? Being home. =)
This is Heart Kun. He is cute. He is adorable. He has a heart-shaped pattern on his fur. That means he loves me because all things love me. He is going to be mine. With my *ahem* empath powers, I will transport him to me right here. Excuse me while I concentrate all my powers on Tokyo.
