Sunday, March 30, 2008

And everything's gonna be alright, I just wanted you to know

And amidst my rush to complete my assignment, which I started last night, I'm proud to say (was initially gonna leave it all for today =D), I'm dropping by to say: Jerry misses Wuffles, immensely. And so do I! Wuffles, where art thou?

Saturday, March 29, 2008

And if I fall along the way, Pick me up and dust me off

I have recently realised a new-found increase in the intensity of my NICI obsession. Refer back to this post. I still love NICI... and all things soft and cuddly, *sigh*, someone send me a million dollars already! I know my birthday's passed, but I don't mind belated birthday gifts =D.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Broken pieces

Awwww... in case it's too blur, the words actually read "I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before"... so cute, yet so sad, don't you just wanna give him a hug?

Feelings lie on the floor, Thinking nothing at all

My powers of procrastination are second only to my laziness, *sighs*, I've been telling myself to get started on my assignment since Monday. As such, I've had 2 sentences of it done thus far. -.-

In all honesty, my new life here seems kinda... dead. There's nothing to do... there isn't much chance to make new friends 'cause 99% of my classmates either have their own cliques or just couldn't be bothered... there really isn't much sports I can do 'cause using sports facilities require a payment of some sort... my Uni doesn't have all those fun activities (ie, camp, prom, clubs etc.) that other Uni's seem to have all the time... the Catholic churches here don't have a youth group... there's really not much chance to go socialising with friends 'cause none of my friends have cars and the bus stops running by 5-6 p.m. ... all I have are my laptop and my books and whatever activity I can conjure up at home. *sighs*
Seems my wish to keep a low profile at this new place is coming true after all. I'm not sure whether I should feel relieved or... depressed? I'm kinda relieved 'cause for once in my life, I'm taking a break from a very social life (which my parents used to complain about all the time when I was home). But I do miss having people to call whenever I feel like going out or for no reason at all! And I miss the numerous trips and activities we used to have. *sighs* And I miss being able to greet everyone I see! Hehe, I've actually never found it this hard to adapt before. And I've already been here a month and a half! Now that my bro's gone, it's lonelier than ever.
I was having a conversation with a friend earlier. (I'm in teal)
It's sad, I've never felt so unloved before =(
How's that possible? It's not possible for people not to love you. I mean, you're extremely happy, hilarious, easy to bully and totally random.. who wouldn't love that?
Okay, so was that supposed to cheer me up? 'Cause I don't think being easy to bully and random qualifies -.-
What WOULD make me really ecstatic right now would be Heroes Season 3. I'm itching to know what happens next!!! Not to mention, I've run out of movies to watch and I can't transfer anymore from Ms H'ng ('cause CLEM hasn't sent me my HDD yet!!), and I can't pirate anymore 'cause this month's Internet quota is very nearly all used up 'cause me and Ms H'ng are super downloaders. -.-
A little note to Sim... see, I'm still capable of a non-euphoric post =D

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Ahhhhhhh!

BASTARD SYLAR BASTARD BASTARD BASTARD!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 24, 2008

And my only hope, Is falling down.

"Assignment time!" I thought as I switched on my laptop. There staring me in the face was the Heroes Season 2 folder. "Hmm... maybe after one episode of Heroes". Many swssssh, bzzt, pap, yatta!, pffts later, I realised sun rays were appearing from behind my sad-excuse-of-a-curtain. Maybe it was time to sleep. Come 9 a.m., my alarm sounded. With great multitudes of reluctance, I pulled myself out of bed and got ready for class. What time did I sleep? 5.50 a.m. Have you ever seen diligence like this?!? =D

I am in serious need of biological clock servicing. This has been the 5th day in a row that I've gone to sleep when the sun was rising. *mumble mumble* Smallville *mumble mumble* Heroes...
On a lighter note, I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY! Why? BECAUSE I LIKE BEING HAPPY! teeheehee, I'm very happy because I finally made my wonderful cincau! Cincau? CINCAU!!! Yes, you can tell I haven't had cincau in a really long time, *grins*. I managed to get my hands on some cincau powder (totally un-smuggled, because I don't dig breaking the law.... unless the law included not skipping class... which is totally undo-able). Mmmmmmm cincau... *I'm in a happy placeeee*

Turn on the radio honey, Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate

Why another post? 'Cause I just watched Spirited Away for the third time, and still, I'm touched by it. It's got to be one of the oddest anime movies that has a moral behind it. Odd because it centers around this spirit world. In normal circumstances, animes about the spirit world wouldn't usually have morals behind it. It's about this feisty little girl, who has to learn how to take care of herself, and is forced to "grow up" in order to save her family and leave this spirit world. What I liked about this film was the fact that she had sooo much love for everyone... despite the fact that she had only met most of these spirits in a very short period of time. And she was also so immensely polite to everyone and everything... even when she was scared sh*tless. The beauty of child-like innocence. If only we could all be like that, loving and unjudging. In a very weird way, this movie teaches a lot about a special kind of love... love without limits... whether it be towards friends or family. I like! =)

Not to mention it's got these uber cute mouse and fly!!!!! =D They don't look cute in the picture but wait till you watch the movie!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I'd rather go back to the dreams, I'm living in my head

Mr Eng has returned to Kuching, as of yesterday at approximately 2345 at night. Farewell bro! Not that I would ever admit this to his face (and let's hope he doesn't read my blog =D), but I miss him already! No one's bullied or bugged me all day today. And it's been almost 24 hours since anyone's called me random or crazy. And and and..... no more smash brothers! Or dota! *sobz* The house seems sooooo quiet now that I don't have someone to annoy. heehee.

Ok, so the picture is really quite ugly, but it was the only un-blur one that didn't have me giving my silly grin. hehe. If you're bothered, you can visit here for nicer pics of him (not that I would imagine anyone would want to). He's arriving back home in about 1.5 hours to mummy and daddy and Malaysian food! Can you feel the jealousy from this end? Kch fooooooood.... I'm salivating just thinking about it =(. Bro, if you're reading this... remember to buy me a ps3. You probably forgot. You really did promise me that. I'm sure you did. =D
Anyway, I was about to deny Tzy Wen's comment about skipping work. But erm... it would seem that he is actually right. Looking back on my work last year on the island, it appears I'm the kinda employee that uses up all her sick days because it would be such a waste if they weren't used up. NOT GOOD! I really need to do something about skipping classes. 'Cause ultimately it WILL make me sooo lazy I'll stop attending classes altogether (sounds really tempting though, don't you think?). And then I'm really gonna turn into a bum, and that's not good, 'cause then Rod will be right. And Rod is never right.
More random thoughts: we spent 2 hours eating sushi (mmmm... sushi) yesterday, because sushi rocks, and I really can't consume very much in a very short time. Considering how anti-raw food (I only take raw salmon, and that's ONLY with a lot of sauce) I am, I did a pretty good job yesterday. Because sushi train is delicious (and it was totally not because I only ate the cooked ones, heehee), and because people yell at you when you come in AND go out. Now tell me, who wouldn't love service like that?
As you probably can tell, my thoughts are all over the place today, and the only excuse I can think of is that Roy was my blogging inspiration and now that he's not around, I can't blog anymore. HAHA. That was entirely full of crap, in case anyone actually thought it was true. The real excuse is that I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss... no... 'cause I've been sleeping all day long. I'm still slightly groggy and drugged from waking up. =D

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

You can bathe me in your finest wine, But I’ll never give you mine.

Truancy is an addiction. I said these exact words a little over a year ago. How is it possible that I'm this lazy?! *sighs* It's only the third week of classes and I've already skipped half my classes, and fallen asleep in the other half. Lecturers should at least TRY to make classes more interesting for lost causes like me.

So while the rest of my classmates ARE (at this very moment) sitting in the lecture I'm supposed to be attending, I'm sitting at home watching "Enchanted". Yes, I'm still the little girl that likes watching Disney cartoons. Except in this case, it was cartoon/movie/cartoon. Can't say much about the movie except that it's a very typical Disney movie, i.e. ridiculously cheesy and cliche, but people love it anyway. But I do so love the songs! Heehee. "I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss, And a prince, I'm hoping, comes with this..." Disney songs are so corny, but I love them! =D
Not to mention there's always something really realleeeeeee cute in the cartoons. I'm a sucker for cute stuff. It doesn't take much to make me happy. *grins* Have I ever told you I wanted a Remy for my birthday? Okay, so he isn't Disney, but he's adorable and he can cook. What else could I ask for?
Has anybody found my darling Wuffles yet???

Sunday, March 16, 2008

...

I am in the process of beautifying my blog, since I've only recently made it public. I know it doesn't look like much now, but wait till I'm done! Yerdeh. =P

When you lose something you can't replace, When you love someone but it goes to waste

Missing! Have you seen him?

Yes, I lost Wuffles, I did. It's devastating. It's even more devastating that I only realised this 3 weeks after I should have! *sobz*. Oh where oh where could my darling Wuffles be!
He's not home in Kuching (I checked with my mum at 2 am last night because this IS an emergency), he wasn't with me on Hamilton Island 'cause only Binky and Pink Star (didn't name the star) were with me, he wasn't with my stuff in Adelaide (which have all been brought here), so where could he be?! The last time I saw him was in Adelaide last year, *sobz*, and I even lost all the pics of him! Had to dig the one above out from conference pics 'cause I remembered I brought him and he was somewhere in the background of our pics, hehe.
I'm really sad, really really sad! Anyone who went to Damai/various other camps would know how much Wuffles means to me, and that I bring him almost everywhere. =( We've been through so much together... he was even kidnapped and nearly got his ears cut off in the middle of the night! (courtesy of Ad and Tzy Wen... btw, anyone still have a copy of that trip's pics and most importantly, the pics and vids of wuffles? =D) If anybody sees him, feel free to call me at ANY time of the night to tell me that he's safe.
I'm gonna go sit in a corner and mourn my loss now.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

You wake up, Another year is gone, You're 21

A while ago, I went to take a shower. When I went out of my room, it looked like this.

When I returned from my shower, it looked like this.
Someone's obviously been very creative. -.-'''

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

It’s like we’re going through the motions of a scripted destiny

Patriotism is an overrated word. Yesterday in management class, we had to do this team scavenger hunt activity where we had to find answers to several different questions. The first 4 teams to complete the scavenger hunt would win chocs, lollies, and scratch-its. Like, yeah, who wouldn't wanna win?

The first question was to find the lyrics of and sing 3 different national anthems. Luckily enough (or so we thought), there was a taiwanese in my group, 2 australians, and me. 3 national anthems right there. The REAL problem was realised a while later, when I found out, I forgot the words to Negaraku. Hahaha. I wrote as much as "Negaraku, Tanah tumpahnya darahku. Rakyat hidup,....". Yes, that was how far I got before I realised I couldn't remember the rest. The exact words of my team member (who's also in my marketing group): "I admire your patriotism, I really do." -.- Needless to say, we didn't win (We also didn't have to sing the national anthems in front of the whole class of 100-200 people, 'cause only the first 4 teams had to =D).
All the random facebook 'once upon a time' pictures (which started from me, I'm proud to say, lol, kidding!) made me think back upon the old times. And for no apparent reason, I recalled one particularly "creative" event. I remember this time back in Form 5 (or maybe it was Form 4?) when I was very sick for a period of time, and didn't attend school for a couple of days (a week perhaps? or 2?). Various hilarious rumours started flying around the class, one of which included SARS if I recall correctly. The most significant of which was the claim that I was actually Tzy Wen's real twin, and not Tzy Shih. Okay, WHAT is the relevance of that to me being absent from class? Mr. Adrian Ng Liang Wei, the creator of this rumour, would you care to explain it? 'Cause I don't quite remember the whole story, OR how it came about. Haha. Very creative, Ad, very creative.
I did manage to remember the rest of Negaraku in the end... after class when I didn't have to remember it anymore. -.-

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Anyone?

Anyone know where I can get Microsoft Office 2007 really cheap or for free?? 'Cause I need it for my course, but it's so expensive! I can get the Student version (Word, Excel, Access?, Powerpoint) for $75, but I need a Uni email and a credit card. I have neither. Uni email I've tried to create, but failed.

Have I ever told you guys that presentations suck? I hate public speaking! =(

Slip into my dreams where we can dance upon the stars

I promise I will start on my presentation tomorrow, because if I don't I won't even attend class on Monday. Which is a big no-no on the second week of Uni... although I was VERY tempted to skip every single class this week. But I found out that sleeping at the back of class is much more entertaining than skipping it.

I was randomly browsing through my old old posts, because I AM procrastinating. And I realise just WHY fabian called me budak jiwang (jiwang kid? sentimental kid? lol) 'Cause I really am very jiwang. Horrors.
I read the post I wrote for clem. It actually (unintentionally) sounded like a couple fighting. But it was so NOT. lol. I really do miss that time, though. The friendship we once had. Clem, if you ever read this, whatever happened? But come to think of it, you banyak playboy/party boy now hoh? Hehe.
Reading jiwang posts makes me jiwang. Hugs anyone? =) I'm in that kinda mood again. I'm always in that kinda mood. I should set up a "Free Hugs" booth during career fair next week. -.-

Saturday, March 08, 2008

The rules are all the same, It's just a different game

SOME PEOPLE are at INTI PROM right now.. that's why SOME PEOPLE are not ONLINE now. Yes, I'm very bitter. lol. I wanna be at INTI prom too! Haven't had dinner dances in such a long time. Anyway, due to SOMEONE's interference with my blogging inspiration, I have nothing else to show except this.

I was shown this video a while back and totally forgot about it, until today. This is the true meaning of "nothing-better-to-do". So, why am I blogging so soon after my last post? Because I have a presentation to prepare. My channel for procrastination is, indeed, my blog. heehee.

Friday, March 07, 2008

The weight of things that remain unspoken

First week of Uni is over... oVER. I did manage to attend 2 full classes.. by full, I mean I sat there throughout the whole class. It doesn't matter that I was nodding off.. or that I wasn't listening to anything.. what matters is that I did sit there till the class ended. An overview of how my week was going. Day 1, 1st class... I was 10 minutes late, same went for the 2nd class. Day 2, I attended both classes ON TIME! Day 3, I was on time to class but erm... I erm.... I erm..... ran away when the lecturer gave a 15 minute break after an hour. =D Day 4, as much as I thought I was gonna be on time, I wasn't. I was, again, 10 minutes late. *sighs* I really should work on my time management.

It occurred to me last night, that my semester is officially only 3 months long. Which means, in little under 3 months I'll be having exams. Thus far, I don't think the lecturers really love me all that much, considering I'm the only asian in most of my tutorials, AND I've been kindly disrupting their classes by walking in late. Not exactly the best impression I would've wanted to give on my first week. =(
I'll continue this post later... 'cause my friend's here!
And I'm back again... the funnest thing about being in class is when you can get away with sitting at the back and sleeping. The thing about my lectures this time around is that, I've never had a class with sooo many people before. Which means I can get away with just about anything, from doodling all over my notes... to shooting stapler bullets at random people... to dozing. What I SHOULD be doing in class, though, is of course, to pay attention... and NOT to embarrass myself by nodding off onto the shoulder of the guy next to me. Not a great way to pick up guys. -.-
Speaking of picking up guys, I ran into someone today,.. literally ran into. I was running across the road to get my mail and erm, he appeared. I swear he did. It was totally not because I had just woken up and I wasn't wearing my contacts. It was totally not because at that time of the morning, my brain isn't actually awake even if my body is. Yes anyway, he must have been very in awe when I rammed into him because when I came out with my mail, he asked for my number. -.- Needless to say, I didn't give it to him. Weirdo.
I apologize for this lack-of-inspiration post. There's a voice at the back of my head telling me to hurry up 'cause he wants to play Dota. Literally a voice at the back of my head. I'm skype-ing with my bro, who's in the next room. =D

Monday, March 03, 2008

20 minutes till the start of class

Why am I still sitting at home typing this? 'CAUSE I DONT WANNA GO TO CLASS!!! No, not really. Uni's only a 10++ minute walk from here. Lalala. But I honestly don't feel like going to class. *sighs* Every inch of me just wants to lie down now and go back to sleep. =D

Sunday, March 02, 2008

A southern drawl, a world unseen, a city wall and a trampoline

Doomsday looms ever near. In fact, doomsday is scheduled in exactly 13 hours from now. My first official class of the year. *sobz* Have I ever told you how much I hate studying? New day new class new people. No asians for that matter. Not that I mind Australians and people from other countries. I've got plenty of lovely Caucasian friends. But having at least one other asian in class would make me feel less... intimidated? I find comfort in numbers. Heehee. But it seems, that's not gonna be happening. Hopefully my classmates will be nice. I hate first days of schools. It's always so difficult to start. I dread going to sleep tonight, because when I wake up, I can't just go back to sleep. I'll have to go to class. huhuhu. Being a student sucks. Being a bum (and no, jase, I don't mean butt -.-) is officially my lifelong dream. =D

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Why are Superheroes so cool? Part 2

I found that title on one of my very old blog posts from last year. The answer to that almost a year later is: Because I'm one of them!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA. I do believe I'm slightly delusional... but only slightly. =D

Can anyone tell that I'm really bored?

Meme ME

I hate hiao miao. 'Cause she tagged me. Celaka hiao miao. I should be asleep at this time. So why am I still up? 'Cause I can't resist a meme. =D

1. Pick up the nearest book.
2. Open it at page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence/phrase.
4. Blog the next four sentences/phrases together with these instructions.
5. Don’t you dare dig your shelves for that very special or intellectual book.
6. Pass it forward to six friends.
"But in some ways, at least time had moved on. You couldn't just haul off and belt someone with an axe these days. People expected things of a bar brawl. As he went in, Moist passed a group of men of the broken-nosed, one-eared persuasion, bent in anxious conclave."
I now pass this on to: Felicity Kuek, Devan Raja, SimYJ, Desmond Khoo, Joanne Yeo, and Peter Rabbit (none of whom will actually do this =)

-.-

I finally decided to let people know about my blog (as opposed to previously only letting *ahem* privileged people know). By "letting people know", I mean by putting my blog title in my msn personal message. Heehee. Anyhow, how does my friend encourage me about this decision?

yJsiM@BuRnLEy says: finally joce opens up
yJsiM@BuRnLEy says: armageddon is coming..
Very supportive, sim, VERY supportive. -.-