Feelings lie on the floor, Thinking nothing at all

My powers of procrastination are second only to my laziness, *sighs*, I've been telling myself to get started on my assignment since Monday. As such, I've had 2 sentences of it done thus far. -.-

In all honesty, my new life here seems kinda... dead. There's nothing to do... there isn't much chance to make new friends 'cause 99% of my classmates either have their own cliques or just couldn't be bothered... there really isn't much sports I can do 'cause using sports facilities require a payment of some sort... my Uni doesn't have all those fun activities (ie, camp, prom, clubs etc.) that other Uni's seem to have all the time... the Catholic churches here don't have a youth group... there's really not much chance to go socialising with friends 'cause none of my friends have cars and the bus stops running by 5-6 p.m. ... all I have are my laptop and my books and whatever activity I can conjure up at home. *sighs*

Seems my wish to keep a low profile at this new place is coming true after all. I'm not sure whether I should feel relieved or... depressed? I'm kinda relieved 'cause for once in my life, I'm taking a break from a very social life (which my parents used to complain about all the time when I was home). But I do miss having people to call whenever I feel like going out or for no reason at all! And I miss the numerous trips and activities we used to have. *sighs* And I miss being able to greet everyone I see! Hehe, I've actually never found it this hard to adapt before. And I've already been here a month and a half! Now that my bro's gone, it's lonelier than ever.

I was having a conversation with a friend earlier. (I'm in teal)

It's sad, I've never felt so unloved before =(

How's that possible? It's not possible for people not to love you. I mean, you're extremely happy, hilarious, easy to bully and totally random.. who wouldn't love that?

Okay, so was that supposed to cheer me up? 'Cause I don't think being easy to bully and random qualifies -.-

What WOULD make me really ecstatic right now would be Heroes Season 3. I'm itching to know what happens next!!! Not to mention, I've run out of movies to watch and I can't transfer anymore from Ms H'ng ('cause CLEM hasn't sent me my HDD yet!!), and I can't pirate anymore 'cause this month's Internet quota is very nearly all used up 'cause me and Ms H'ng are super downloaders. -.-

A little note to Sim... see, I'm still capable of a non-euphoric post =D