time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain

Yes I do wish these small hours will still remain. I'm dreading the whole cry-at-airport-don't-wanna-leave-kch scene again. Blehs. Althought honestly I don't really feel as sad about leaving this time. Maybe it just hasn't hit me yet. I'm trying to make myself think I'm not as sad, so I can convince myself not to cry at the airport (once was more than embarassing enough -_-). Officially less than 48 hours away from no-internet-for-6-months. *think happy thoughts* earn money earn money earn money.