Friday, June 27, 2008

Lecturer-Students Lesbian Sex Scandal

Copied directly from Yahoo!7 news:

Sacked professor claims students swapped sex for higher grades

June 21, 2008

Lutz Presser who has made sensational claims about a University of Southern Queensland marking scandal.

By Lacey Burley

SENSATIONAL allegations have emerged that a former University of Southern Queensland female lecturer in Toowoomba gave students higher marks in exchange for lesbian sexual favours.

Sacked School of Creative Arts head Dr Lutz Presser has made the claims as part of his $450,000 law suit against USQ for unfair dismissal.

The claims have been supported by current staff and students at the university who are outraged that management swept the incidents under the carpet.

Dr Presser said a colleague discovered the scandal after looking at student assessment papers in July last year.

"She found paperwork where marks had been simply whited out and higher ones given," he said.

"It was a blatant changing of marks. You could take the white-out off and see the original (mark)."

The female lecturer, who cannot be identified for legal reasons, had been changing the marks of certain female students in another lecturer's class.

Dr Presser said that it soon became clear these marks had been given in exchange for sexual favours.

Dr Presser said he immediately brought this mark-changing incident to senior management's attention.

Dr Presser then left USQ for a month while he was presenting a research paper in Germany.

When he returned in September and asked whether the marking incident had been dealt with, he was shocked to learn that nothing had been done.

"I saw (management) again and said this is very, very serious.

"As far as I'm concerned and as far as I know, this is an instantaneously sackable academic misdemeanour."

A current USQ source said the inappropriate relationships between this particular female lecturer and her "favourite" female students were common knowledge among the faculty's staff and students.

"Absolutely it was common knowledge," the source said.

"The students even had a name for it, it was called the 'Golden Girls' syndrome.

"If you were a certain type of girl; young, blonde, Catholic and prepared to sleep at the house of (the lecturer) you would get higher marks."

The source said there were three of these "Golden Girls", aged between 19 and 25, but they were not known to be lesbians as two of them had boyfriends.

"It was just a marks thing," the source said.

"And (the lecturer) was quite overt about it.

"She would routinely take them out to dinner, take them to the movies and they would sleep at her house."

Dr Presser said the lecturer even told colleagues that a particular female student should be given a higher mark as she wouldn't be happy with the one awarded and that she was going to "house-sit" for her that weekend.

The mark was upgraded.

The USQ source said that staff continuously approached management and were "fobbed off".

One staff member was told that it would be best for their career if they looked the other way.

"The university had allowed lecturers to sleep with students," they said.

Dr Presser, who has been working in universities since 1973, said he had never seen such irresponsible behaviour by lecturers and management.

"It just sends out the complete wrong signal to students 'Come to USQ, **** a teacher, and pass'," he said.

Months later after pressure from staff and students, USQ management set up a three-person committee to look into the cases.

Almost a dozen students had written to management, including one letter which stated that "girls were afraid to be alone in a room with (the lecturer)", Dr Presser said.

Dr Presser said the "investigation" was flawed from the start as one of the three committee members was a close colleague and personal friend of the female lecturer.

Then on December 4, the day before the committee's first meeting, there were three "Watergate" style robberies.

Three lecturers' offices were broken into and all the paperwork relating to the marking incident was stolen.

The culprits even went as far as taking single papers from stapled documents and then re-stapling them.

"I was told I was being 'hysterical' by saying that this (robbery) should be a police matter," Dr Presser said.

Police were not involved.

However, copies of these documents still existed and were handed to management.

In January this year, the committee released a report stating that the incident was an example of "quirky marking".

A second USQ source said that student favouritism was rife.

"The favouritism went along with giving inflated marks," they said.

"We were just astounded that nobody who was doing something wrong was ever pulled up for it.

"The uni thinks that it is a law unto itself.

"I think this pattern of behaviour was pretty longstanding (at USQ)."

The first USQ source said that one female student expressed that she was unhappy with an assessment mark and was surprised when she received her paper back and the mark had been increased by 10 points.

However, this student then became worried that this new mark would come with a price.

"These marks were being changed quite a lot, by 10 and in one case 12 points.

"It pushed their results in the next bracket (for example from credit to distinction).

"This student became stressed about whether there was an expectation for her to sleep at the (lecturer's) house.

"Certainly, the students felt there was a risk and they were afraid.

"It's just been so appalling. The students are treated so badly."

USQ has made significant moves to silence both staff and students from talking to The Chronicle.

An email was sent to staff on Tuesday from the Dean of the Faculty of Arts, Professor Peter Goodall, stating in part: "If you should be asked for comment, can I remind you (for your own protection) of the University's policy that the Vice-Chancellor is the only member of staff who is authorised to comment to the media on management or human resources issues."

A similar email was sent to staff last year.

Students from the faculty involved were also sent an email and directed to attend a meeting with a member of management on Monday, May 26, after talking to The Chronicle.

Students were informed that they were to go through the "proper USQ protocols" before talking to the media in future.

Dr Presser said it was unclear how long this female lecturer had been involved in these inappropriate relationships and mark changing.

"She could have been doing this for years.

"She was protected. The whole thing was a whitewash."

The female lecturer has left USQ.

The Chronicle contacted USQ for comment.

A response from legal firm Clayton Utz, representing USQ, said in part: "As already outlined by the University, the University terminated Dr Presser's employment in the probationary period, in accordance with University procedure.

"The questions raised by the email (sent by The Chronicle to USQ director of corporate communication Dr Aidan Burke) and the context of how they have arisen give rise to significant concern as to the accuracy and relevance of information being provided to The Chronicle.

"Given the spectre of litigation, the University will not, however, make any further comment at this time, save only to put The Chronicle on notice that it will view any false, misleading or defamatory publication of matters very seriously."

Dr Burke said: "The University denies the allegations made by Dr Presser.

"The university will make no further comment in relation to the matter in light of the allegation that it is the subject of actual or foreshadowed legal proceedings by Dr Presser."

So much for the reputation of USQ. *sigh* Just when I moved here too. Gosh. But thank goodness it isn't in my faculty. The worst thing is... the girls were Catholics?! What shame!
No wonder the Faculty of Arts has gone through so much down-staffing. *shakes head* I sure hope nothing like this ever EVER happens in the Faculty of Business and the Faculty of Science.

Don’t scream, There are so many roads left

And so exams are finally over! *humongous sigh of relief* I couldn't concentrate on studying at ALL the whole of yesterday, which is probably not a very good thing for my paper today. But I still managed to answer all the questions... at length, too, nyahaha.

Nevertheless, I AM FREE!!! For now. Until I find a job.
I went shopping again today. I never buy anything when I shop. I just like looking when there's sales. And then stabbing my own heart 'cause I want to save money. But it's still fun looking. And getting free music in the mall. And hugging random cuddly things! Heehee.
It is, once again, time for my MOVIE MARATHON! First off, "The Incredible Hulk", then "Sex and the City", then "Kung Fu Panda", and if I can squeeze in enough time (i.e. if I haven't fallen asleep yet), "Futurama: The Beast With A Billion Backs".
Today is my day of relaxation. Back to work tomorrow. Work being replying my mountain of emails that I put off replying when I was trying to "study" for exams, and all sorts of other random things. Not that I resent replying you guys, of course, hehe. I just want to relax and do nothing today.
Relax, Take it easy, For there is nothing that we can do. Relax, Take it easy, Blame it on me or blame it on you.

The biggest word you ever heard, And this is how it goes

Its...
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Even though the sound of it is
something quite atrocious
If you say it loud enough you'll
always sound precocious
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Um diddle diddle diddle,
um diddle ay!
Because I was afraid to speak when
I was just a lad
Me father gave me nose a tweak
and told me I was bad
But then one day I learned a word
That saved me achin' nose
The biggest word you ever heard
And this is how it goes: Oh!
(Chorus)
He traveled all around the world
And everywhere he went
He'd use his word and all would say
"There goes a clever gent"
When dukes and maharajas pass the
time of day with me
I say me special word and then
they ask me out to tea. Oh,
(Chorus)
You know:
You can say it backwards, which is:
Dociousaliexpisticfracticalirupus,
but that's going to be too far. Don't you think?
Indubitably!
So when the cat has got your tongue
There's no need for dismay
Just summon up this word and then
You've got a lot to say
But better use it carefully or it could
change your life...
I said it to me girl one day
And now me girl's me wife!
She's Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

For all the right reasons, And you'll hear all the old people say

I may be a little outdated since I don't exactly get Malaysian newspapers anymore, but...

Is this for real?
I'm honestly wondering whether it's really Dr. Mahathir posting in that blog. 'Cause if it is, we have possibly the coolest ex-Prime Minister ever! Why did he ever step down, though? I honestly think things have progressively gotten worse ever since.
Am I even allowed to say that? I'm technically not bounded by Malaysian law since I'm not even in Malaysia at the moment, and in Australia, we have freedom of speech. Ho ho ho. Right? I don't wanna go to prison! My exams are about to end too!
But it's still way cool if it really is him posting.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Say you'll share with me, One love, One lifetime

I just came back from the USQ Theater Opera thingy (yeah yeah, I need a break from all my "hard work", heehee).

I have fallen in love... with their voices and their singing!
O M G. If a guy sang like that to me, I'll melt. If a guy played some kind of instrument and sang to me, I'll melt. Okay, if a guy sang to me, I'll melt. Period. Provided he isn't tone-deaf, of course. (It would help if he was drop-dead gorgeous or if I thought he was cute or if I had some interest in him in the first place, heeheehee)
Wow. All I can say is... Wow. I wish I could sing like that.
After watching an episode of "Joey"... I want the guy who would give me snow on Christmas too. Lol. I really need to stop watching random sitcoms and start studying. =D

Sleepless nights, Wrong or right, Goodbye

Good morning, Toowoomba!

It is 5.45 a.m., 3.8˚C. I am freezing, and scrambling about trying to wake myself up so I can go catch the bus to get to my exam hall on time. Of course, by on time, I really mean an hour early, simply because the bus any later than the one I catch will arrive just 5 minutes before exam and I would have to sprint to the exam hall (about 10 minutes of normal walking away from the nearest bus stop), by which time all the information I have no doubt, and quite sufficiently, lobbed into my brain will all dissipate into the passing winds.
Why oh why do they torture me so?
Did I mention it was freezing?
GOOD MORNING WORLD! I AM READY TO TACKLE YOU! *hits snooze on alarm* After 5 minutes.....

Sunday, June 22, 2008

But your demons and your angels reappeared

Something tells me my Intermeshies came at the wrong time. *sigh* Browsing youtube for music videos the whole day is turning out to be my definition of studying.

I love duets.
Always on Your Side - Sheryl Crow and Sting
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
'Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
Well everything was easy then
So sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leaving all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leaving me with no place left to go from here
Leaving me so many questions all these years
But is there someplace far away
Some place where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear or are you left to wonder
All alone eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No, It isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air
But never is it clear how to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all I'm always on your side
But is there someplace far away
Some place where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear or are we left to wonder
All alone eternally
Or is this isn't how it's really meant to be
No, Is it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air
Never is it clear how to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly why do they fly away
Leaving me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

Rail Union Strike

Rail union could strike on Youth Day

Rail unions will not rule out strike action during World Youth Day celebrations next month, but say it is not their preferred course of action in solving a long-running industrial dispute.

The Rail, Tram and Bus Union (RTBU) is locked in tense wage talks with the state government, with workers demanding a five per cent rise, but the government offering only 2.5 per cent.

The difficult negotiations have led to threats of industrial action by rail workers, including possible strikes next month.

The workers have been issued with ballot papers to vote on the government pay offer, or consider industrial action, with the vote closing on July 2.

RTBU chief Nick Lewocki says should members support industrial action, they will then decide whether to strike during World Youth week - which takes place from July 15 to 20.

Industrial action would take the form of either a one-hour or two-hour stoppage, Mr Lewocki said.

"When and if we take action would be determined after the ballot closes on July 2," he said.

"At this stage we're not saying we're going to take action during World Youth Day, but we're not ruling that out.

"We're simply saying that our first step is we'll await the outcome of the ballot, we'll then consult with our key workplace delegates and the workforce and determine where we go."

Mr Lewocki said a World Youth Day strike was not "the preferred course of action", and the union was still committed to negotiations with the government.

NSW Transport Minister John Watkins said he was confident unions wouldn't strike during the high-profile international event, "even if they wish to have a stoppage."

"They are very aware of the sensitivity of World Youth Day for the people of Sydney," he told Macquarie Radio.

"Negotiations will solve this dispute."

Noooo, they can't. They just can't. I don't want to have to be walking around monstrously humongous Sydney in dead winter. Nooooo. *fingers crossed that the dispute will be resolved by that time*

I'm still learning how to trust, It's so hard to open up

And the random nonsensical updates continue. Until the end of my exam, at least.

Sudden cravings for laksa again. What is it about cold winter mornings, cravings for authentic food from home, and me? I will never know. Probably all that talk about the difference between sarawak laksa and penang hokkien mee last night with ms h'ng and ms yvonne.
It has become a malady, that after every paper, regardless of the amount of time (way too little of it, at that) I have 'till the next paper, I have to watch movies and engage in nonsense activities for an entire day before I can continue studying for the next paper. Am I a hopeless case? I wouldn't like to think so. =D What's even worse is that, it's 8.20 a.m. I've just woken up. AND I'm already here at my blog (only because I wanna delay having to start studying today). Ho ho ho.
Anxiously awaiting the end of this week when my papers will all be finally done and over with and I can relax! For as long as I haven't yet found a parttime job, that is. And Youth (hopefully transport can be arranged *fingers crossed*). And Tenzin's birthday celebration. I actually have things to look forward to! Muahaha.
Procrastination awaits. *poof*

Saturday, June 21, 2008

As if you're never hurt, As if you're never down

I am a happy, happy girl. =D

Let's just hope I'm not deluding myself.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Fight against our prejudice and try to straighten out this mess

In less than 24 hours, my next paper begins. And I went shopping this morning. -.- I had the sudden urge to go buy cereal. And then browsing the aisles, I missed the first bus home. So I wasted another hour browsing the aisles, and ended up buying cereal, milk, and chocolate powder. Took me 2 hours to buy 3 items, just because I missed one bus. *sigh*

Once I reached home, I indulged a little too long in my zen activities... namely Terry Pratchett and sewing. Hah hah. Be gone, inner (and outer, and all over) sloth! I really need to get mah nose in mah books, but I don't see that happening anytime soon.
I need help. Divine help.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

We do what we need to be free, And it leans on me like a rootless tree

I took too long a break last night. Not to mention, a cookie baking break this morning. And once again, I'm panicking. Oh woe. Will I ever be prepared for an exam? Probably not.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I want something to believe in, I want to see what I cannot see

First paper down. 3 more to go. *sighs* When will this torment end?

I present to you... my exam hall layout, or a part of it anyway, the part that I'm in (although it all looks the same anyway), muahaha:
This is the little corner of the room that I was in. The black slabs of rectangular objects are the tables, and the dots are people. There are 2 people to a table, and tables are all joined except where a space is left after every 4 or 5 tables to allow people to walk in between. Kinda reminds you of a refectory. That pink/purple dot is me. The bright blue dot opposite me is the person who's getting zero 'cause he didn't show up at all. But, of course, that meant I had the whole table to myself so I could throw my pens and pencils all around. And that green dot is my darling. *swoon* HAHA. Of course I'm kidding. -.-
As you can see, apart from picking a nightclub (which was really impressively cleaned up, I must say) to hold our exams, they gave us ample opportunity to cheat. We actually sit facing each other diagonally, and the distance between one person from the next is possibly only 2 meters or so. Of course, the examiners are constantly walking around and eagle eying us, but it's still horribly easy to cheat... IF we had multiple choice questions and you trusted the person opposite you, that is.
Nevertheless, I'm not complaining. It's kinda a good thing, 'cause you feel less of the pressure normally felt in exams. And when you walk out earlier than everyone else, no one actually really pays any attention, unlike normal exam hall layouts where everyone can see you walking out.
USQ is cool. =D And now to return to more cramming before my next paper. Procrastination is the devil.

Monday, June 16, 2008

My wish for you, Is that this life becomes all that you want it to

[And so, exam week has begun]

I wish...
That there could really exist such a thing as a perfect peaceful happy world
That this life really does become all that I want it to
And that for once, I won't be expected to ace everything with flying colours, but that people will be contented if I just pass everything.
Sometimes I really do wish that people won't hold such high expectations of me all the time. Such unnecessary pressure. Isn't it enough if I pass?? This could most definitely be the inner sloth speaking, though. But it does hold some semblance of truth no? ISN'T it enough if I pass?
And I do wish the Indian next door would SHUT UP. The walls here are cardboard thin, so please do NOT speak at the top of your lungs all night long. It's annoying enough during the day, but late at night, at least be a little bit more considerate to your neighbour. If even I can hear everything you say (despite the fact that I don't understand a word), I'm pretty sure whoever you're talking to can hear you loud and clear even if you don't shout. And STOP tapping random rhythms on my wall at 3 am in the morning! GAH. When I knock the wall to let him know that he woke me up and to stop tapping, he taps even louder! Retard. I wanna kick his Indian ass all the way to Alaska and treat the polar bears to a nice authentic Asian meal. *grumble grumble*
I don't mean to offend anyone. I have very nice, un-retarded Indian friends. The above frustration was aimed at this one particular neighbour.
Now that I've got that all off my chest, I'm happy again. Teehee. And now, to return to my last-minute cramming session. *flips cloak and disappears into the night*

Sunday, June 15, 2008

When you feel so tired, But you can't sleep

Have you ever wondered what it was like to be the kitten in the box? The one in the alley. The one last lonely kitten that no one chose. The one that sat there while it's brothers and sisters found homes. The one that meowed but was never heard. That one abandoned one.

I want to find that kitten and bring it home. And shower it with love. 'Cause sometimes, it kinda feels that way.
My dose of obligatory pre-exam emo-ness. Countdown to brain carnage: 2 days.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

The number midway between 7 and 9! The number midway between 7 and 9!

Can't embed this one 'cause it's not allowed so here, clickety click you go!

And another one, courtesy of darling Eve =D
Terry Pratchett has a lisp and Alzheimer's. So cute (to the former) and NOOOOOO (to the latter)!!! Alzheimer's means... after a couple more years, there won't be anymore of his novels to entertain me. Armageddon is nigh. *sobz*

And I should've been there, In the back of your mind

Having a "sliding door to balcony" room instead of a "wooden door to balcony" room during winter is heaven. My room is warmer than the rest of the house during the day. Ho ho ho. It does have its drawbacks, though. At night, my room, in contrast, is colder than the rest of the house, and during summer I literally liquefy and vaporise... evanescence is not what it's cut out to be. Regardless, I shall enjoy and bask in the glory (and warmth) of my room while it is still winter.

I need to find a place that is conducive to my studying habits. And believe me, I have been trying really hard, and failing, to find this place.
At the library, I watch people and shelves, and dream. Yes, my subconscious would rather watch shelves upon shelves of books and people than actually read the book I really should be studying from. At the park under the tree where it's so peaceful, who would want to study? Not to mention if I can watch shelves when I'm in the library, what's to stop me from watching everything else when I'm in the park. And peaceful surroundings = perfect place to let your mind wander. At home, I fall asleep, as has been proven countless times. As long as I have a textbook or anything academic in front of me, I fall asleep... hence the "advantageous assimilation" theory. I am incorrigible. *sigh*
Ever wondered what it would be like to grow up in a farm and do chores your whole life? Horseback riding, growing crops, chasing sheep, rolling around in the green green grass, occasional visits from the big bad wolf. What's not to like?

Friday, June 13, 2008

City sidewalks, Busy sidewalks

Dressed in holiday styleeeee, in the air there's a feelinggggg of Christmaaaaas. Children laughing, people passing, meeting smile after smiiiiiiile. And on every street corner you'll heaaaaaar...

Why is it that every time I try to study I have this tendency to start singing Christmas songs? Answer: Because Christmas is happy, and studying isn't. Gah. I'ld rather be out prancing around.

We dug a hole in the cool grey earth, And lay there for the night.

"I have a dream. And that dream is you." L.a.m.e.s.t. pickup line I have ever heard. For real. -.-

I once again have access to Intermeshies! *cackles with glee* It was originally connected on Wednesday, but my phone has been acting up since then. Probably 'cause they screwed up during the ADSL line connection *glares at Telstra*, but the problem's all fixed and happy now.
Unfortunately, I'm not all fixed and happy. Because. Because. 'Cause exams are 3 days away! I have managed to "study" for the few days when I was disconnected from civilisation. By "study", I mean I actually took my textbooks out and opened them. And read... a little. But progress is still progress, however minuscule.
And to celebrate my reattachment to the outside world and my herculean effort in studying (or trying to, at least), I have here... microwave popcorn and a movie! Muahahahahaha. Now now, don't you fret. It's just a little self consolation for the 2 weeks of doom which is not far off.
With that, off I zoom at lightning speed. "Onwards!", yells she, as she gallops off into the distance. *klop klop klop*
It is also fairly worrying that people from around the world are reading my blog. I would hereby like to make a claim that I am truly not as mentally detached from this world nor as psychedelic as I may sound. Would that be convincing enough?

Sunday, June 08, 2008

I can bring my guitar when my time is up, And I'll play it for you

A second post to make up for inactivity for the next couple of days when I won't have access to Intermeshies.

I was browsing through old posts (did I mention I am all too easily distracted when I need to study?), and came across two about my career choice. Hilarity. Firstly, I can't believe some people actually believed I was serious when I said I wanted to become a firefighter. For one, I am dead sensitive (not to mention, afraid) of immense heat and fire. Secondly, why would I want to become a firefighter?! No doubt it would be a pretty relaxing job, assuming that fires don't occur quite so frequently. But me? A firefighter? Beyond my imagination.
The second post was about me wanting to take hotel and resort management and people telling me that I'm wasting my brains and that it wasn't the right choice. Turns out, they were right. I ended up switching. Still not doing something I really want to do, but there's really nothing I can do about it, is there. Just have to grin and bear it. And hopefully, survive the remaining years of studying life before I get thrown out into the real world where I'll have to grapple and bite to survive.
Or perhaps, I could just sit here and pray that I marry rich and slack the rest of my life. Ideal, indeed.
Sidetracking a little, anyone in Toowoomba wants a basketball buddy? Or swimming buddy perhaps (although not quite ideal at the moment, considering it's the start of winter)? Or tennis? Or badminton? Or anything else that will get me away from my perpetual reliance on indoor activities, particularly in the form of the lcd screen I'm staring at right now, to entertain myself, and out in the beautiful sun? No one I know here likes sports. =(
Should I really be worrying about this when my pile of notes are still festering in their little cozy corner, making me feel guilty? Probably not.

So I smiled and tried to mean it, To let myself let go

What I do when I really should be studying.

From this...
...to this...
I cut and sewed that strap from an old shirt that had a big hole in it. Heehee. A rather time-consuming task, I might add.
Reason? Because the sharp thong straps were killing my feet, so by turning it into a sandal, the pressure is shifted to the hand-made "sandal straps" instead of those fanged thong straps constantly trying to manducate my feet. And also because I find the strangest things to do when my sub-conscious tries to run away from studying, and the gnawing guilt that comes with it.
I reckon... that I desperately need help. O.O
Also, I will be without Interwebs for the next couple of days because my own connection hasn't been set up yet. Been sharing these past few months but not sharing anymore starting tomorrow. Estimated date of set-up was 12th, or so the guy said. But might be later than that (*fingers crossed* hopefully not).
It would seem that I am a little bit slow, but it only just occurred to me that Jaring (in malay) = Net (in english). Malaysians are quite the creative creatures, aren't they. -.-

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Well this is the long way, This is the right way

I am happy to announce that... I still haven't done any studying. *sighs* So much for hoping to get motivated. I've come to terms with my predicament, that being that nothing motivates me more than the night before the actual exam.

As such, I would like it to be known that I'm... *cue music* too sexy for my shirt (reminds me of a certain someone... hmmm). And that's why it ran away from me. I lost a shirt at laundry a couple of days (possibly a week or 2) ago. And I only realised it today. Yes I believe I do care a lot about my clothes. *grin* Maybe my shirt was too sexy for me so it went and found another owner. OR maybe the dryer ate it up, which is highly likely, considering how dodgy it looks. Regardless, the point of the matter is that I lost a shirt.
And that will be the highlight of today as I return to continue my countdown to doom. And with that, most certainly, comes advantageous assimilation, as mentioned 2 posts previously.
Ultimately, what's really keeping me away from my studying is Terry Pratchett and his wonderful collection of books that I never get tired of reading. Of course, this could just be another one of my excuses to make myself feel better about being so indolent (only when it comes to studying, of course. Or anything academic for that matter). Heehee.
As such, I have also been crowned (unreasonably, I might add) the "Qiao Ke Nu Wang", which basically just means I am the ultimate queen of truancy. My reasoning? I ... don't listen in class anyway so what's the point of going. Besides, sleeping in class isn't quite as fun as sleeping at home.

Friday, June 06, 2008

The blessed faces, The happy babies

Wherefore do I weep, at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire.

And wherefore do I puke (or on the verge of, anyway), at eating a large packet of fries. Junk food was never meant to be eaten in bulk. *puke*

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Time for toys, And time for cheer

I have been watching...

They are SO ADORABLE, especially theodore (just look at him staring at the whipped cream). Wonder why I didn't watch it before. I wanna get meself some singing chipmunks, preferably fat little cute ones like theodore that I can cuddle to sleep at night!
I also discovered that a movie of "The Colour of Magic" was made! Based on the novel by Terry Pratchett, my all-time favourite author, and possibly the reason behind my very "interesting" imagination and the funny things I do. I've said it before, and I'll say it again, if he had a son (or possibly grandson?) who was just like him, I'ld marry him! I am yet to finish watching the movie so I can't be too certain how good it really is. But I do assure you that anything even remotely related to Terry Pratchett has got to be good. Of course, if you haven't read any of his books, or have read some but don't understand them, then it might be a better idea not to watch the movie.
Wuffles (the original Wuffles, not my missing Wuffles) was awfully lethargic in the movie though. Cuter than I had imagined, but lethargic.
And to ease my eminent guilt over watching 2 movies today when I really should be gaining educational knowledge, I am gonna go ogle over my notes now. Or possibly execute a process I like to call "advantageous assimilation", which occurs when you sleep with the notes over/under your head (preferably over to prevent moisture escaping from your mouth onto your notes) and knowledge absorbs into your brain, allowing wisdom and lore to be gained as you sleep. Much like osmosis.
*yawn* Sweet dreams, little ones. This, of course, refers to the little singing chipmunks I am yet to obtain. Muahaha.
I'm inside a blardy book talking to voices I can't see, and you ask me why I'm screaming?

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

As the deer pants for the water, So my soul longs after You

Oh, how I miss St Joe church and all the lovely people in it.

For the greatest things in life are not really things at all.
I found a Catholic youth community website in Toowoomba. Problem? The website was last updated 2 years ago. -.- Guess I'll have to do "further research" after exams. Not that I have a problem with other Christian groups, of course. We're all Christians. We all believe in the same God etc. But I just want to scope out the Catholic youths here and see whether the youth groups here (if they even still exist) are as exciting as the ones back home. Heehee. Also 'cause when I put off studying, I tend to google random, totally irrelevant, stuff.
I have done one page of studying thus far. At least it's progress, huh.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

I promise you I would never let another day just pass us by

My music playlists went all weird, and even the second new one I uploaded repeats each song =(. Maybe the somewhat dodgy site I'm using to upload them is the root. Gah. Can't be bothered till after exams. So much for exam tips today, too. She pretty much just told us what not to study. Which is a total of... 3 chapters. Hah. Hah hah hah. Hah. And I just realised I uploaded the cheapskate version of "Rainbow Connection" *sobz*.

And so another day of non-studying passes. Instead, the precious minutes of today were spent half sleeping and half mucking around in the piano practice rooms (which technically only Music major students are allowed to use =/). Oh, and watching more Christmas movies. I do believe I'm obsessed. Or possibly slightly fanatical.
And if you can only look from afar, watch as I walk away, and hold no regrets.

Monday, June 02, 2008

I feel the sunshine, Open my eyes

Except there really hasn't been much sunshine at all lately. Gloomy, rainy winter days spent putting off studying. Not exactly my idea of days well spent. I plan to go to class tomorrow. Only because the lecturer's giving hints for exams. Heehee.

I honestly think I can count with my fingers and toes the number of times I've actually attended classes this semester. I need to stop slacking and get motivated! Good news is... I FINISHED MY ASSIGNMENT! A week ahead of time too. That has got to be a first for me. But only because exams are around the corner. Panicking about it isn't motivating me much either. Was supposed to start studying on Friday. That was the initial plan, anyway. Friday passed, and I thought "tomorrow I'll start for sure"... and that tomorrow has turned into another tomorrow and another tomorrow (Tomorrow! Tomorrow! I love ya, tomorrow, You're always a day away... in typical Annie fashion) and at this point in time... I haven't yet started. *sigh*
Distractions tend to materialise in front of me whenever I need to study or get to work on assignments. Distractions in the form of anything and everything... seriously everything. I marvel at my ability to amuse myself at home, because on rainy gloomy days, I can't go out and frolic around like a lamb.
I have decided to come up with a list to try and make myself study.
1. I now know that MSN is not conducive for my motivation to study and therefore, from now until exams are over, I will not be going online on MSN.
2. Songs with words and beats and classical tunes are also horribly distracting, because I want to sing and dance and not study.
3. Silence makes me want to sleep. Studying, in general, makes me sleepy in seconds, but that's beside the point.
4. Fictional books, movies, anime, manga, and all other forms of entertainment should be kept under lock and key, although I haven't yet found a way.
5. To cut a long list short, it would seem that the only way to make me study is to lock me in a room with white walls, a cold hard floor (although I cannot guarantee I won't still fall asleep), and textbooks. And blaring alarms every time I doze off... just in case. By this, I do not mean throw me in an asylum. Padded rooms are too comfortable.